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I AM GONNA ABANDON MY BLOG FOR NOW,
really need to focus on studies!
AND WHAT'S MORE, just a few more days to THAI SPORTS COMPS ):
HOPE I WOULD MAKE IT THERE!
AND KNOCKOUT THAT BLOODY 6MINS TO 5:45!
ALL THE WAYY, DON'T GIVE UP WQIN :)

today was last day at CNIS. :(
gonna miiss that place so much lah pls!
had a great last day!
ohya today did mental training!
it was raining, and my group started playing games :)
animal, arginamoto, detective and murderer , 7 up :)
yeah, all using mind to do play lah :p
alrights,
gonna hae dinner and get on with study :)
my maths is in deep trouble,
hmm gonna cry but hold it .
cos i believe i might create a miracle to it!
okays, last post till now!

GONNA FOCUS HARD, STUDY HARD,
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY,

RUN HARD FOR THAILAND!
UNTIL I DIE OUT OF IT WHEN I CROSS THE FINISHING LINE :)
5:45, I AM READY TO ACHIEVE YOU !

PEOPLE, pls continue to tag my blog,
it's not dead lah:) help me keep it alive !
THANKS!
will miss you people,
:D
Before the night i leave sing,
I WILL UPDATE MY LAST POST ,
take cares people!

Sorry coach, but i hate surprise event run!
YEPP, obviously my time still around 6mins ):
I wish i could do better than this, like under 6mins lah.
How about a 5"50 :)
Yeah i try to achieve in Thailand lah :)
THANKS nicole and wendy,
for encouraging me today after the run ,
will apply what you guys said to me in running !
6:03 , i will knock you out soon!

Chinese class did letter writing , SIAN !
English class was talking about merchant of venice :)
loads of laughters , haha :D
maths class was fine, had quiz for 20mins.
GUESS I WOULD PASS :)
then fren send me home halfway :)
in mrt people stare stare stare,
busted we never do anything sia!
same sch, same uni, whole mrt only got two of a kind,
doesn't mean we tgt what! basket sia ! -.-
okays, chionging homework now!
mug mug mug ~.~

Training did BASKETBALL todayy :)
tmrw will be hardcore again!
hope everything will go on smoothly !
sians!
need to mugg now :)
tmrw got maths quiz !
FLEE OFF NOW !

I CAN'T KEEP MY EYES OFF YOU ,

To be able to see you,
at such a distance,
I AM satisfied :D
even though it's just your back,
I feel like hugging u from behind :D
I realise i actually can't forget you,
somehow you're still within me !
LOVE YOU♥

Nahh, i dont like you.
You are just another of her,
and i hate it when you become someone like this. ):

Todayy we played hopscotch for training :)
kinda fun, but slip and fall, almost yi zhi ma -.-
wth man!
then schoool was kinda bored lah,
these days,
the smiles on everyone faces is fading ...
hope everything will turn out fine(:








JONQUIL PERFORMS AT CITY SQUARE MALL !
OUT OF 500, ONLY 7 CHOSEN );
HMM IF THERE WERE MORE PEOPLE,
she'll stand a chance :)
okay, i post up the video tmrw (:
anw, had a long day in the sun and aircon...
then jq invite us to Ramen makan!
YAY , thanks so much !

HAD GREAT DAY WITH :
JQ,
RACHEL CHEANG
SHUET
RANDALL
LESLIE
KEAN YEW
:)
AWESOMMMME!


SPORTS SCHOOL VS ST. PATRICK ! SOCCER ROCKS!
HAHHA , score was 3:3
Then penalty goal :P
won 5:4 :D
ehehehs, Andrew leow save the dayy :D
anw, school was fun :)but loads of homeworks and projects pules up again!
);
hmm and i just did something that hurt a special fren :(
hope he get well soon. headache somemore, ):
haiz, sleeping now.
anw, training did 1500m and 6x200m
timing suck like hell 6 mins .....
Eff me,
I nid to do better than this!

I don't know if its the right thing,
I just told him the truth.
I told him the truth, to cover my lies :(
I have been lying to him,
I do like him,
but i cant forget him );
sorry, i have hurt you deeply,
It's all my fault for not confessing correctly!
I know it's gonna take even longer to forget him,
so that i could be with you,
but the thing is nothing has change,
I still like him ):
I tried my best, hope you will forgive what i've said.
we are suppose to go out tmrw,
but i spoil it , and cause you to skip other stuff );
SORRY, i did so much hurtful stuff to you );
hope you get over it asap,
And that we will stay brother and sister relationship :D
cos i can't effort to lose you , i need you by side to support me!

Right now,
my results sucks to the core,

AND I REALLY NEED TO WORKHARD. BUCK UP!
Just pass for every subjects isn't amazing at all );
I need to do well!
FOCUS WANQIN, :D

I NEED TO CHANGE MYSELF ,



I always got this feeling,
that i have a really awful character...
Maybe it's true, cos i realize that my frens aren't talking to me that much...
And i really can't entertain them.
How i wish there will be a tuition class for this ...
I know i have to learn all this myself,
I need to change myself to someone better.
I am trying,
I have always been trying,
but no one sees it,
and i can;t get feedback from them ,
asking them if i have change to a better person.
They wouldn't want to do it i guess,
I mean i shouldnt compare myself to the rest,
but sometimes seeing them with so many frens,
and i am alone,
I wish i could have a better character,
and be someone who everyone will not distance away.
I guess I talk too much,
I comment too much,
I kpo too much,
Wadever i do is overflowing, nth is right!
):

And i think i should really just stfu,
and keep to myself lah.
in this way, i won't offend anyone,
at most i just bear down all the sadness ,
and keep them in.
I know i was unwanted,
but i will try to hide that feeling (:
I will smile like i always do,
but cry silently behind ...
Then i wont disturb anyone ...

I PROMISE, TO CHANGE MYSELF, INTO SOMEONE BETTER :)

WHEN YOU LOOK ME IN THE EYES . 8)

Eventhough it's just for that few second,
we manage To get a glance at each other,
we pause there for a moment,
the look into each other eyes,
keeps me happy for the night;D
It brings back the days,like how we were before(:
you turn away, I turn down,
I really wish I could replay that moment many many times!
Because I just miss the way , the moment,
the times, when we are still togther,
and we bother to look at each other(:



I wish I can get rid of the stupid flu!
It's making me suffocate while training :(
Get well soon wanqin :)
Anyways, hope i will do well for my maths test!
Haiz, though my chinese didnt do well,
STILL, i am praying!
For other subjects to get better results (:
anw, fod was niec today :D
And I am LOVING CNIS more!

Reach CCAB at 7 plus :P
lucky on bus saw Dubey sebest tyra and lynette!
Phew, then i dun have to worry so much lerh :)
Training was damn slack lah, run to botanic garden ginger house !
Then back to CCAB ! First to bathe ehh, damn shiok lah!
Then slack awhile at track grandstand,
took bus to CNIS,
first impression of the sch,
OMG, damn oh biang sia!
HAHHA, but afterwards, it's actually quite good lah :P
kays, classroom aircon made us freeze like hell!
haha, it was a great day though,
went home with Val (:
Mugging now!
HAHHAHA ,
tmw maths test, all the best to me :D
I hope I get more then passing marks lah!
please lord, help me out (;
No C5 for this module, NO NO NO.

Some people like me,
okay fine most of all students,
who is gonna wake up at 5:45 am in the morning for school,
are still awake using com!
hahah :P blehhh!
oh well,
training at 8am, so damn early lah pls!
after mama bring me to ccab today,
I still don't really knw how to go there lah!
Guess I'll be lost there tmrw?
hmm, hope to see some common uniform people there :D
Gonna sleep now world!
NITES . SLEEP WELL PEOPLE!
GONNA BE TIRING TMRW!




I'M NOT GONNA BE ONE OF THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS WHO HAVE A ROAD TO HAPPINESS BUT ARE TOO DAMNED TO TAKE IT, I'M GONNA TAKE THAT ROAD AND NEVER LOOK BACK, BECAUSE; i deserve it.

By BRITTANIE Rei ,
I am gonna apply this quote in life (;

NINA, NINA, NINA, AWESOMMMMME NINA!
HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY :D
Swimming was fun , especially the race we had !
Steam room was shiok too !
Food was really really nice, i wish i could eat more man!
HAHAHA, i love the pink cocktail !
Cups stacking was cool, TEAMWORK!
Went up to the rooftop.
GYMNAS takes the stand ,
Trackers back off :P
Netball match awhile,
score was 3-1
Thanks Elle and Elna for the friendly match :)
Cake was nice, chocolate overflowing !!!
Meet SARAH, a really cool GYMNAS!
Meet Li wen , a really flexible GYMNAS!
hahahs, GYMNAS ROCKS!
Love you NINA,
May god bless you throughout the year,
And be successful in everything you do :D















I feel like I am being knock down ,
and it's so hard to get up again ):

Anw, next week will go CNIS to study (;
SHYT man, have to wake up so damn early for school le!
ANW, going HGP CIMO FEST TMRW !
AND NINA'S BDAY AFTERWARDS ;)
Aww, i haven bought presents yet!
I really hope tmrw will be a better day ,
I really need some time to chillout lah,
i am sorry frens,
I didnt mean to make any mistakes or say anything i shouldn't.

I AM SORRY.

Don't really like this week,
things did not turn out right lah....
i really need to chilll,
haiz. Didn't do well for chinese this module ):
good for those who manage to get so high lah!
and Yeah, people,
stop commenting on others please!
LOOK AT YOURSELF BEFORE YOU MAKE YOUR BAD COMMENTS ON OTHERS!
stop making comments like ACT _____ wadever that word is.
EFF YOU, just shut up.
Unless you swear to god and tell me you didn't act like one before!
Please lah, when you think that person is being a bitch,
so be it, cos they are like that what, accept or ignore lah!
Why made all the nasty comments!
IT'S SO CHEAP !
Change yourself first !
It's just a warning, take it or leave it.
up to you!

That feeling is back again, ):

FINALLY,
AFTER THE FIRST HALF,
THE NEXT HALF,
EXTENSION 30MINS,
AT 116 MINS, INIESTA SCORED THE ONLY GOAL FOR SPAIN!!!!!!!!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE SPAIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU GUUYS ARE AWESOMMMMMMMMMMMMEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!


♥ INIESTA ♥ PUYOL ♥ CASSILLAS ♥ TORRES ♥ RAMOS ♥ PIQUE ♥ XAVI ♥ DAVID VILLA
♥ BUSQUETS ♥ FABREGAS ♥ ALONSO ♥

SPAIN ROCKS ♥♥ Holland BOOOOOO!!!!!
Score : 1:0




AT LEAST ITS ANOTHER GREAT DAY ,
to replace those bad ones ;D
P.E.A.C.E N.O W.A.R


FAKE SMILES ☺

Many a times we do smiles, YES WE DO, almost every moment we could...
But do we really mean it ?
Sometimes it might just be fake smiles that ruins the truth behinds it :)
Sorry, but I was never satisfied with how I appear.
I tried to change, but people will think that I am faking it even more!
I am really lost now ,
I tried my best in everything,
But i am still not good enough!
For my studies,
sports,
frens,
jokes,
entertainments,
probably, i think i will never make it to the top!
Tears shed, but makes no difference,
Tried so hard to smile, but it doesn't brings back the joy,
I really Don't belong here ,
feels like living in my own world,
cos forever i wont disappoint people,
forever i will not be sad,
forever i will not be rejected.
And just recently,
I really find that news kinda ........ indescribable.
Oh well, I thank god for letting me room with a great person, Nicole Lum, during Thai games.
Sorry if i am not as good as liyan :) at communicating with you and all....
Cos i am really sucky, i always rely on others ,
And when I tried lending others my shoulders so they could cry on,
But i'll never succeed, they usually turn me down.
And its really hurtful, all i can do is to give tissue,
and let the tissue do the talking,
Is not i dont wanna console them, but they just have others who are better than me ,
Someone who they give chances to show concern.
I tried hard, and i reallly suck at consoling.
I hate myself, cos all i could do is to give tissues to them, or maybe a hug.
How useless i am,
Look at Her, see how she concern for her frens, they never reject her,
and she tried hard, until that person surrender and tell her what exactly happen.
She hardly made people cry,angry,sad, BUT happy !
See how awesomme she is, and whats more,
everyone is so interested in her actions, what she says, all the things she does.
And i really hope i could at least be half of her!
I promise to make the best out of everyone so i wont regret.
But i always never had a chance, or i always dont see it!
HAIZ,
BLUR, RETARDED, STUPID, BORING, UNLOVING, SUCK,SLOW,IDIOT,LAME .....
That's me :L
what a loser to start from!
No one ever understands me, cos i am really abnormal...
And when I cry, no one sees,
cos i realize that i was only invincible when i am capable,
then when i was boring, i was invisible.
I never had applause ,
Never had cheers,
never had been cared,
or bothered,
look how pathetic my blog is,
hardly ever anyone tag,
cos i guess i dont deserve all this lah.
I never deserve anything better , that others had...
SORRY,
all I could really say to my frens are,
SORRY, i am not who u think i am,
not awesome at all,
but i hope you wont mind me.....
All i could do now is SMILE, they might not be true,
they might be fake, or real,
but i'll try to smile out the best i can (:

Labels: Fake smiles

Nothing seems right today,
hmm, really clumsy today during training...
keep on banging to others -.-
wonders what's wrong with me!
And suddenly, the smiles on my face just fade away ):
In my mind, i really don't know what i am thinking...
And nothing i said sounds right...
They are all weird and might be hurtful-.-
I AM SORRY IF I HAD OFFEND YOU IN THIS WEEK!
Maybe due to test week, i am really lack of sleep!
Got so moody now ):
haiz, and i do believe, next week would be worst!
FREAK, TEACHERS ARE GIVING TEST LIKE FREE!
damn those test lah , without them life would be so much easier!

I AM SORRY. FOR ALL I HAD DONE. FORGIVE ME. AND THOSE MISTAKES I'LL MADE ):

7 JULY♥
Today's really AWESOMMMME LAH!
FIRST, STARTING THE DAY RIGHT WITH GOOD TRAINING SESSION :)
30MINS JOG AND 4x 100M accelerate!
HAHHA , Chinese class I was kinda attentive :)
Then english was kinda bored, but still survive through (;
Then had GEO after lunch, TEST went smoothly, Hope i could do well :D
anw, got module award fpr first in chinese and geo :D
I really want to thank my clsmmate for helping me out!
HAHHAHA, and i will continue to put in my best !

Another thing,
NICOLE did well for her 800m finals today ! YAY!
SHANTI got 2nd for her 200m and her team relay! WHEE!
The others did as well too :)
Exchange shirt with this australia girl :D
hahah they are damn open !
i ask her for exchange,
and she just strip openly!
HAHHA wth lah, somemore got guys around starring!
FREAK, chicchos!!!!!!!!
REALLY THANK HER FOR THE SHIRT,
cos i think i'll never be able to make it into this type of WALAA comps!
so..... thank god for giving me this chance to be here to support!
WHEEEEE,
HAPPY DAY , SMILES!!!!!!


HOW I WISH ..........
(10 Random people whom you can think of right now to talk about )

Person #1
How i wish i can let you know that,
you have been such a bitch these days...
you wasnt like this before, and i thought you've change,
into someone much better than who you are now!
please, stop making the wrong decisions ....
and ends up spoiling people's day :(
go back to your oldself , cos we, really can't stand your attitude...
I know at times, people do have bad days,
but no worries, i 'll be there for you:)
And i still love you, for who you are!

Person #2
How i wish I could let you know that just recently,
I fall for you, but still,
I can't trust myself with you.
You are just too good, probably too "caring" to be trusted with,
I am sorry, you ask me about .......
Yeah, but really sorry, I really can't trust being with you.
I wish i could read your mind, but its impossible.
I think its best to be your sister, or even your close fren,
so that it wouldnt drift us apart, and would be easier to talk to you,
and to share wadever openly with you,
knowing that it wouldnt affect us as much (:

Person #3 and #4
HeyHeyHey,
How i ever wish i could be like you guys!
You two simply just run too fast :P
hahhaa , if i could ever have half of your strengths to run so fast,
I wouldnt mind (:
Really, we have the same things, we train regularly too!
And there is just something that you two share in common that i dont have ):
But seriously, I will train hard, to become like you guys :)
HAHHA, gooodluck for your comps ppl # 3 &4 :P

Person #5
How I wish I can get back with you,
It seems totally impossible, and chances are really low,
but sometimes I do think of you again,
and i promise,
you will always be the sweetest person i 've meet for a guy (:
thanks for the memories, hahahah:)
bitch, I do miss you alittle now :p

Person #6
How i wish i can punch your face!
directly, and make your face look like babaoon buttock!
you made my roommate had time to time quarrals with her bf-.-''
Spoiler, pls go away, bitches suck!
so dont be one of them pls,
and anw, if you want a guy so much,
pls there is so many out there,
go for others :)

Person #7
How i wish i could get closer with you,
each time i see you with someone else, i always had the desire to join you guys too,
but i really its really hard to fit in there,
cos i will make it seem odd there):
hmm, but you cared for me many times,
and i do want to say that I REALLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
hahaha, and now, just last week,
we get to bond :)
I am really glad about it , thanks so much :0
you cared for me, whenever i nid you,
you'll be there for me (:
I am gonna give you a hug later :)
one more thing, YOU ARE REALLY AWESOMMME!
I prayed to god, that we stay together as besties for life :)
hahaha, XOXO, love you!

Person #8
How i wish I could be there for you when you really nid someone there :D
HAHA you're the best:)
you always spent time with me during free period !
hahahahs, and i really want to thanks you for all the stuff you give me from other countries :)
I LOVE YOU , and i hope we could sustain our frenship till like, forever :)
Thanks for all the great things you've done to me,
i do appreciate them :)
and at times i saw you cry,
and i think we share the same thoughts though :)
hahaha, if you dont mind.
how i wish you'll share them with me,
so that we could solve this together :)
I will cherish you, and make out the greatest things out of your life, that we shared!
hahahah , see you later :)

Person # 9
How i wish i can make you my real sister!
HAHAHAHAH, thanks #9
i think you're the most greatful person that i want to thank you for :)
each time when i really need someone there with me,
you would be there :)
especially when i get injured,
you take the iniciative to help me out :)
and thats why, no wonder , you make to the counsellor :)
Caring and loving, who doesnt cherish you friendly!
HAHAH, and i love you too,
thanks for all you've done for me for the past 1 year plus..
I appreciate it alot, you're a great senior!
I know you wouldnt see this but still,
all the times when i am lonely,
you will either be here , or your messages will be sent to my phone.
thanks for your hardwork!
LOVE you :D

Person # 10
Last person whom i wanna talk about :)
HHHAHA, since you're the last person,
I am gonna be kind with my words alittle...
sometimes, HOW I WISH i can say to you that I hate you so much.
eventhough in jesus christ, we are suppose to learn to love one another !
But still, i really can't stand you lah.
cos you simply just created alot of black holes in people's heart.
and they get hurt, and you get hated
i really dont know what else i could say about you.
forget it, it's just wasting my time -.-"
stfu, you're damn noisy lah!
stop going around and boosting like anyone cares abouy what damn thing you talking!
just keep quiet, no one will blame you,
in fact, they be happier -.-
pls change, and actually,
sorry to say i hate you,
but without you, i guess my life wouldnt have "interesting hurdles" to overcome!
thanks a bunch man, o.o



I LOVE SSP TRACK AND FIELD ACADEMY ;DDDD
UNITED AS ONE. WE STRIVE TO GIVE OUR BEST !




TO ALL THE GERMANY SUPPORTERS :
SPAIN WILL SURELY DEFEAT GERMANY!
WHO CARES WHETHER HOW STRONG GERMANY IS!
SO WHAT, THEY BEAT ENGLAND AND ARGENTINA,
THIS DOESNT MEANS THAT SPAIN WILL BE OWNED TOO!
we'll see about that on next thursday match !
if spain really C.M.I , it's okay, try next year :)
but now, I HAVE FAITH THAT SPAIN WILL WIN !




GO SPAINERS ! ALL THE WAYYYYYYY !



MORNING WORLD! :D
Hmm, suddenly feel like going sentosa ,
but so much homework undone!
DAMN IT, i really want august to come quickly!
Then can go THAI, and TAIWAN :)
next week test week, SIAN!
off to study now :)



THURSDAY WAS AWESOMMMME ♥ ♥ ♥
SCHOOL TRIP TO WILD WILD WET ....
haha i was expecting the entire place to be filled with our sch only,
hmmm but still got other visitors-.-"
Its okay, they sui lorh, come on the wrong day!
go where also see SSP students queueing up for this, and that.
AWWW , saddedd :P
First target, ULAH LAH !
Was damn shiok lah :O, went on with Britt and Nina :)
Next, The shiok river :)
then we went to YELLLOW SLIDE♥
TSUNAMI NEXT! :)
HAHA loads of fun, kena turn over once only :P
then had burger and fries for snack ;)
BACK TO POOL!
Sat on Ulah lah again, with RACHEL , KIM AND MEL this time ^^
Then Tusnami poool till around 5 , then gather with the rest :)
Went back to school,
Dinner is yummy, but coz its rachel last night in school,
No appetite to eat :(
Watch movie at music room later, THE BLIND SIDE♥
haha, pillows and cuddles and jackets, SHIOK !
I shall end here , dont want to say much about what happen after this :)
Keep to self , :L

can't upload pictures here, dunno whyy!
go facebook see :) thanks :L

Heyheyhey!
How's school everyone? (: AHA!
Shyt man, Com got prob connecting Internet);
so shytty! No comments lah-.-
too bad, have to wait till tmrw then can upload pics(:
sry,really tired now, update tmrw lah(:
this week's great,especially ytd!
Tell u tmrw (:
byebye;D

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